You’re committed to a task and yet you don’t really want to drive 133 miles round trip to do what you have already committed to doing. Your instinct says…”noooo, please say no”, but the (in this moment) adult side of you pushes forward. So what do I do? listen to my instincts which are never wrong? or stay committed to going? What I learned is to sometimes it is best to just push through it and disregard the seemingly self imposed “I don’t want to do it”. There’s a big difference between God given instincts we all have, and our own self-imposed feelings. How to tell the difference? I’ll let you know when I figure it out.